today we have our house inspection on the home we've decided to purchase. i'm excited for the distraction, and hope that not much is found in the inspection. i don't know how much energy i have to fight silly issues that should be fixed even though the seller may think they're trivial or not worth it. we'll see! i've done this with clients, but when it's my house, i'm suddenly my nightmare client. weird how that works.
last night was nice. we had dinner at our favorite Mexican restaurant, El Porton, and went to Dean & Andrea's to watch Wall E. it was cute to the zoo. i'm pretty sure that Reid now wishes we were robots in love in space now.
this morning i listened to a message from our good friend Amy. it made me cry, and not because she was crying in the message, but because i realized how much our friends really mean to us, and how much love i have for them. so, thank you, Amy. i love you too.
as for the general outpouring of support and love we've received, i am eternally grateful. i will keep this close to my heart forever, no matter what happens. i know that i am truly blessed.
reid continued to research a little more last night and some of the things he found gave him more hope, and some of them took it away. we just know that we have to have faith that God will show us what is supposed to happen. the miracle of medical science will help tremendously, and the well wishes from our family and friends will help keep our spirits up through whatever is coming.
i have to admit, i haven't been able to pick up any of the baby books i've been reading lately. it's my own self doubt shining through. i think i'm afraid to keep learning about something that i may not have, yet i want to believe that everything will be okay so i haven't given up, i'm just putting it on hold. Dr. Sears can wait.
my mom is coming down tomorrow for the day. i'm so glad. it'll be nice to be able to actually give her a big hug. i think we'll go see the new house too. can't wait!
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